Mad (2) Sad (3) Glad (9) Afraid (4).
Key points …
Mad at not having done some things I intended to do. Website building especially is behind intended schedule …
Sad that some things I did didn’t fulfill my need for well-being of all involved.
Sad about some losses in the far past I’ve been reminded of this weekend.
Glad about cleaning away several cubic feet of stuff I don’t need any more. Glad about a relaxed time at home, and about the heat. I love Heat.
Afraid of all the options coming up and that I’m not up to it…
Grateful that Niels Loew helped me get my .htacess to work, so that I could finally move my blog/website to trustartist.com. Yay! Niels is an amazing graphics and product guy. Get in touch with him if you need someone like that in Berlin!
[amazon asin=”B00BS03LL6″ template=”simpleimage”] “Wholehearted living is about engaging in our lives from a place of worthiness. It means cultivating the courage, compassion, and connection to wake up in the morning and think, No matter what gets done and how much is left undone, I am enough. It’s going to bed at night thinking, Yes, I am imperfect and vulnerable and sometimes afraid, but that doesn’t change the truth that I am also brave and worthy of love and belonging.” — Brene Brown
I started cleaning up a room in the flat where a lot of stuff has been kept according to the “everything I might want to look again in the future or don’t dare to look at now” rule. Now throwing everything away that doesn’t survive the “I’m actually planning to need this in the future” test. Surprised and glad that was 90% of the stuff. Some is really hard to face, and I’m proud I finally went through it. Some is really really lovely and making me happy to (now again consciously) keep it. For instance these hitch hiking tools 🙂
Proud that the Culture Fitness Training Steve Holyer and I have created happened and was so well received.
Proud I was selected as a personal coach by a dear friend. Glad we’re successful and hoping to do more personal coaching in the future.
I’m afraid that the amazing community helping me to keep my innate inability to focus in check also works as a distraction. Sometimes I don’t succeed in giving everyone the attention I want to give.
I’m afraid that my generosity and curiosity distract me from creating revenue.
I have an idea to get support and am finally gathering enough trust in myself and my network (you…) to go ahead and do it.
Trust in my abilities and my calling is increasing. I am happy. I’m in!.